{"id":7438,"date":"2021-04-29T13:51:40","date_gmt":"2021-04-29T13:51:40","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/carmellclark.com\/new\/?page_id=7438"},"modified":"2021-04-29T13:58:40","modified_gmt":"2021-04-29T13:58:40","slug":"2012-that-time-i-jumped-off-the-edge-without-a-plan-which-time-right","status":"publish","type":"page","link":"https:\/\/carmellclark.com\/new\/2012-that-time-i-jumped-off-the-edge-without-a-plan-which-time-right\/","title":{"rendered":"2012: That Time I Jumped off the Edge without a Plan. Which time? 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